Thank you, I love you. I am Sorry. I miss you. Do you love and miss me too?
That right there could be the whole letter as a few sentences. but i have much more to say so in advance i am sorry for having you read so many notes.
Thank you. for mending my heart after years worth of pain and heart break. For being there for me when no one else was. For loving me. For treating my like a queen and making me feel like a goddess. For putting up with my constant bullshit and weirdness. For sticking around when i asked you to go but really needed you to stay.For coming around when i pushed you away. For not leaving when i was a complete bitch to you. For making me feel beautiful. For taking my pain and hurt away.For doing the things i thought were impossible.For showing me how to love again.Thank you for so much more and everything you have ever done for me.
I love you. Like actually love you. you have done so much for me and you just cant understand how i feel. but i love you that's for sure.
I am sorry for how i treated you. For never showing you that i appreciate everything you did for me. For never showing you that i love you, For breaking your heart. For being an asshole to you because i don't know how to express my love for you.For never telling nor showing how grateful i am and was to have you in my life.For being a bad girlfriend and a friend. For spilling my heart to you far "too late" (never too late but was too late for us to get back together.) For trying to destroy your new relationship because of jealousy.For hurting you so many times. For rushing things. For you know ....sexual things.For the things i didn't say. For everything else i did and didn't do.For being an obsessive creep.
I miss you. I honestly miss being with you i cant get over that.I swear the second you give me the chance to be with you again im dropping everything and doing just that. Im going to prove to you that i love you and show it this time im going to try and make up for everything and im not going to make the same mistakes anymore. Just so you know. Im going to treat you like the King that you are.I just want to hug you and kiss you hard, give you the world and be your Queen.I kinda just want you to myself. Sorry if im being selfish. <3 <3 <3
Im curios how you feel because you hardly ever tell me how you feel and when you do (Please don't kill me) honestly i get distracted by the voices in my head yelling "i love you" and "kiss him".Its hard for me to actually listen you also you speak low and i cant hear u when u talk and you don't like to repeat stuff so.... Yeah. Sorry. Just wondering if you miss me or love me and stuff... These sorry's and questions must be annoying i hope im not being a nag.(Just know that im for real.)
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